Here is an interesting mix of mediums. Found it via twitter and thought i should share.
Friday, January 30, 2009
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Her Beauty
It has been a while since i have posted. Things at work have been busy(good thing) and i have been working with Mistress on plans to move O/our business forward. Unfortunately, this has taken a lot of our energy and has put pushed D/s in some ways. It has not allowed for me to sit and consider my thoughts and feelings as much as i would like to and may have led to Mistress feeling disconnected from Her sub. i have let Her down in this way and i hope to re-connect with Her very soon and make sure She understands that She is the center of my life.
Interestingly enough, Mistress has upped Her Dominance in the public realm. i recently had taken Her to get Her nails professionally done(which look gorgeous) and She has purchased some new clothes, including a new pair of heels(yum). Needless to say, She has looked stunning this past week. i need to make sure She knows how beautiful She is and how radiant She can be when She presents Herself in this way.
Even though O/our "quiet" time together has waned in the past week or so, i feel She is growing into a better Domme every day(if that is possible)
She just needs to know how lucky i am to be with Her and in the presence of "Her Beauty".
Saturday, January 10, 2009
New Year's Resolutions
At this time of year most people have made their resolutions and i guess many have already broken them. i feel that more time and thought probably needs to be given to these resolutions and that is the reason so m any of them fail. i have been thinking on and off over the holiday break what resolutions i was going make for 2009. Of course, i have the conventional ones like: spend less money, save more money, eat less, lose weight. It seems they come and go every year. This year i felt i should have a separate set of resolutions for my Mistress. Things i would do or do better for Her.
Another pitfall of these promises is that many of them are set up for failure. W/we are all imperfect(except Mistress). And being submissive male, i am even less perfect than half the population. So i feel that these covenants should be goals. Goals are measured points but set with realistic expectations. Many New Years resolutions are so lofty that most are never obtained. On the other hand, they cannot be so general that they cannot be measured. So i have given some thought of some realistic goals i have for myself to better serve Mistress. To better show Her that She is the Queen in my life and i worship the ground Her beautiful feet walk on. i have been working on these recently but i think it doesn't hurt to revisit them to help promote Her elevation.
1.)i will work to be more attentive to Her needs. To support Her and promote Her ideas and feelings.
2.)i will respond more directly to Mistress' commands and not indirectly question them with passive aggressive suggestions back.
3.)i will strive to be a open sub to all of Her ideas and work to be unfaltering in my dedication.
4.)i will try to dress and groom myself as to always please(and turn on) Mistress. Both in clothing and shaving of Her cock and my body. If i am able to turn on Mistress then i will have more opportunities for Her to cum and be pleasured.
5.)i will try to train my ass as to allow Her to enter it with whatever cock She so desires. To always be ready for when She wishes to fuck Her sluts ass.
7.)i would like to make an erotic video for Mistress to pleasure Herself to when i am not available.
Okay, so the last one was more of a fantasy(maybe the 6th). But these are goals and i hope to add more as the year moves on. Here's to 2009.
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Fulfilled Mistress' Dream
In a previous post here, i wrote about a new milestone in my ability to please my Mistress. After Mistress taking Her cock three times i was able to last long enough for Her to get off on Her cock. Well, this vacation the bar was raised.
On Christmas morning, before everyone was awake, my cell phone went off and woke U/us up. It was my step-son calling about his Christmas gifts. After Mistress got off of the phone, She mentioned that She was in the middle of a hot dream. i think the phrase "Pound My Pussy" was mentioned in that dream. Needless to say, that got me going and eager to get an opportunity to fulfill that dream.
The opportunity did not present itself until later in the vacation when the two of U/us got away for the night at a nice hotel. Before we settled in for the night W/we went shopping a a nearby Adult Store and Mistress purchased some bondage tape, handcuffs, and an inflatable anal plug. i was very excited about what Mistress had in mind for O/our evening away.
Mistress started out the evening with having me strip naked and sit on the bed. She then handcuffed me so that i may not be tempted to touch Her then hard and excited cock. While i sat on the bed She took a shower and cleaned up. When The Beautiful Mistress came out, She un-cuffed me and had me get on my hands and knees so that She may full access to Her sub's ass. Mistress then proceeded to punish me for not listening to Her earlier in the week by spanking me with Her new tools, a riding crop and cat-o-nine tails. i always feel better after being put in my place by Mistress and knowing that the release of pain on my ass equals a release in Her displeasure. Every time She hits me, Her cock gets harder knowing that She is enjoying Herself and feeling better about Her dominance over me.
After She was done doling out Her punishment, Mistress tied up my hands and broke out the anal plug for a test run. It has been a while since W/we have had any long term ass play, so She went easy. She warmed up Her sub's ass little by little with Her beautiful hands and then inserted Her new toy into me. She was able to get it in most of the way before stopping. Unfortunately, i was not able to take Her cock in it's entirety so that She could try out the inflatable portion. But, with Mistress' wisdom, She had applied some lidocaine to Her cock so that i would not prematurely cum while She was shoving Her hands in my ass. By the time Mistress had finished playing with my ass, Her cock had gone completely numb. But, not so numb that the excitement of time alone prevented Her from stroking the heck out of Her cock to get it erect. And then, the most satisfying thing ever happened. She got on top of Her cock and lowered Her now wet pussy on Her hard cock. The difference was that She could ride it as hard as She wanted and there wasn't any fear of me coming. It was beautiful to watch Mistress ride Her cock hard and fast(the way She loves it) and know that i was able to provide that pleasure for the first time. She used me like the little bitch sex toy i am. In the process, Mistress came 2-3 times this way. Each time, She rocked the bed sow hard that it kept making loud noises that made Mistress self conscious.
Not being used to riding that long, She felt it was time for me to the work. With my hands still bound, i was instructed to get on top and to "Pound Her Pussy". Yes, Her dream would come true. Again, with the new found freedom of a desensitized cock i was able to bring Mistress to orgasm several more times. Finally, after the second orgasm on top, i was able to get to the point of coming and Mistress granted me the privilege of releasing inside of Her. i think i saw stars when i came since Her cock was still partially numb and it prolonged the climax.
i feel like i really served my purpose in that i was able to provide Mistress with Her real life dream come(cum) true. Nothing is more erotic than seeing your Mistress ride on top of Her cock and quiver with ecstasy with a new found sex toy that She can't wear out. The images of Mistress getting off over and over again will be forever burned into my brain. i look forward to when i can do this for Her again.
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