Sunday, February 20, 2011

t's first day-Part 1

t's visit came a day early this week. Instead of him driving all day, his plan changed and he was to arrive early by plane. That meant one less day to prepare the house and emotionally prepare for his arrival. i ended up taking a half day off of work to go home and prepare the house as best i could. Mistress would join me later that afternoon to help and get ready to go to the airport and pick him up.

One of the discussions we had was the fact that s's wanted to sleep in the same bed as Mistress. i wasn't very keen on it as i did not want to be left out in the cold. Instead we came up with a compromise to move O/our bed over and bring an additional twin bed next to O/our. i felt like it was a great compromise considering the other option was to have either t. or myself sleeping in a separate room by ourselves.

Mistress was very nervous heading out to the airport. She was worried that maybe the two of them would not hit it off as well as they had over the past year online. That was quickly put to rest when W/we pulled up. The two of them immediately went to a long embrace and held hands while gently caressing the entire ride home. The conversation remained very vanilla as W/we had our daughter in the car and really couldn't speak openly. i could tell that Mistress and t. were warming up the longer the car ride continued.

t. Is a great guy and i couldn't be happier for Mistress that She finally gets the opportunity to meet him in person. i was not totally where they were when W/we all got home. O/our daughter went to the bathroom immediately and i came in to find t. and Mistress in a passionate kiss. i had such a whirlwind of feelings and thoughts at once. The reality of the fact that he was really here was a lot to swallow. Part of me felt jealous because i wasn't the one being passionately kissed. Part of me was a little embarrassed and felt like i needed to go and let them have their moment aline. The last part of me felt turned on seeing Mistress so worked up and pleasures. After letting my emotions fight it out amongst each other, the latter came out the winner. i was totally turned on watching my Mistress be pleasured by another man. it made me so happy and turned on all at the same time. i decided to stop staring and take care of O/our daughter as i the image remained burned into my brain.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

More Thoughts on t's arrival

t's arrival is only a few days away at this point and things are starting to heat up around the house. Mistress is sharing Her desires and fantasies and in an unexpected surprise, t expressed his fantasies also. Much to the pleasant surprise of Mistress and i, they all include me in some form or fashion. i will outline them below.

1-t desires to be tied up while Mistress and i make love in front of him.
-i have always thought that a scene in which Mistress and i could be exhibitionists would be incredibly hot. i love serving Her and would like even more to do it in front of another person. To be able to show my servitude to Her in the presence of another person would be a turn on. Especially knowing that t probably would love the opportunity to fuck Mistress if given then chance. This is one i am fairly sure Mistress would like to fulfill for O/our visitor. Oh yes, i forgot one important part, he wants to clean up afterwards. It sounds like t is really into humiliation. i am thinking maybe Mistress may want to do it a second time in reverse. It should be interesting

2.-t desires to be force to suck my cock
i have already told Mistress that i was willing to serve Her by fulfilling Her fantasy of a force-bi situation. Weather that be sucking a cock, being sucked, fucking him, or being fucked. It is not necessarily something i would pursue myself but would enjoy providing for the pleasure of Mistress. For what it is worth, i have already been well trained to suck cock by being forced to suck Mistress'

3-t desires to be tied up to me as W/we are both tortured.
Again, i think t has the right idea. i know Mistress would really enjoy this. She has never had a chance to have two subs at the same time to torture and tease. i can see Her having a real good time with this one.

So it is shaping up to be a interesting visit. i am looking forward to all the new experiences Mistress has in mind by bringing another man into the picture.

Friday, February 4, 2011

Two subs, one Domme

Mistress has been courting several subs online over the past year or so. Some have come and gone but one has remained consistent throughout the entire process. He lives quiet a ways away so i never felt any threat of him. That is, until now.

i will call him t for simplicity. Well t is the type of sub Mistress desired from the standpoint he is easily embarrassed and and enjoys being humiliated. So She has been able to do this very effectively over the internet through chat, phone, and webcam. m has managed to arrange a visit to O/our home in a couple of weeks. Because i know Mistress really values t as a friend and someone else to talk to, i am excited for his visit. He and i have chatted several times and i think he and i will hit it off. On the other end, i know he desires to have some play time with Mistress. That initially does not scare me but he also desires to sleep in the same bed with Her. For me, as Her husband, feels like a step too far. i know that sounds funny considering i am very good with some serious play time with him(and maybe me at the same time), but ultimately W/we are married and playing is kind of a separate box for me.

i know Mistress wants to play too. She has expressed an interest in letting the play go to "2nd base" in the sessions. i am good with that and even moderately excited with the possibility of playing with another person. On other occasions, Mistress has eluded to wanting me to be cuckolded and have to watch Her get fucked by t. In fantasy i feel like it would be really hot. In reality, i do not know how i would feel afterwards. The desire to please Mistress once again rises to the top of the list when i consider the idea of Her getting the fucking She desires. So that makes me happy and also turns me on, knowing Mistress would be pleasured. But sharing Mistress with another man may be too much for my little bitch self to deal with.

Did i mention She also likes the idea of forced bi? i feel like i could deal with taking a cock orally or in my ass for Mistress' pleasure would be more deal able than watching/knowing Mistress getting fucked by another man.

Right now i am very clouded with stress, horniness, excitement, and anxiety. Thats a lot of feelings for one sub to comprehend.