Thursday, June 9, 2011

How May i Serve You?

i would like to take this opportunity to thank all of my readers over the years and the new ones who have found their way to this blog for taking time out of their busy schedules to read my thoughts and ideas on my D/s and Female Lead Marriage with Mistress. i would also like to thank my fellow Femdom bloggers for linking to me(The Path Least Chosen, Being Her Knight, Forever in Her Service, and most recently i'm Her husband and She is In Charge to name a few)and bringing new readers every week. i am thankful to be amongst some very insightful and inspiring writers. Thank you for reading and those of You who have been reading this for a while, Your loyalty.

As any good submissive, i aim to please those i serve, my readers(as well as my Mistress). So i am asking You to comment here and contribute Your thoughts on this blog. i would like to know what You liked, didn't like, loved, hated, and what You would like to hear more about. Let me know if there is anything i haven't touched upon that maybe i could expand on. By having Your thoughts and ideas here, Mistress and i can better direct O/our energies to not only explore these topics but also be helpful to You. If You are not comfortable commenting here, feel free to drop me an email or catch me on chat. i look forward to all of You input. And thanks again for reading!!

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Cuckolding: A Domme's Perspective

Mistress' post regarding a comment She received. It has spawned some great thoughts. Here it is:

When you write a blog, you open yourself up to comments and thoughts from others. By and large, the comments I receive are supportive and appreciative. On occasion I receive a comment that is critical. I received this comment today and felt it would make a good blog post.
The comment reads: “Sounds like that is it for your marriage unless hubby can stand your obvious desire for other men. Ask yourself this: Do you have any interest in j sexually other than as an object of your pleasure? If not, you should let him know and see how he feels. It looks to me you are confusing dominance with sexual boredom, because your guy can't "man up" in the bedroom.
Sorry if this seems harsh, but cuckoldry is playing with fire, and you might want to ask yourself (assuming you actually care for j) what he is getting out of it.
And yes, I've read the other two posts on this topic.
MIstress' response: “I appreciate your comment and realize it was placed after thought and out of concern for My marriage. I can assure you that cuckolding was not something either one of us entered into lightly. We had discussed the issue quite a bit at different times, and came to the conclusion it was the path for us. Read: US. Not for Me, not for him, but for Us together as a couple. j is my husband first, my submissive second. Feel free to ask him if he sees this as a problem, if he feels like he cannot satisfy me, if he prefers that things be different. I can assure you that is not the case. he has told me this, and he has written this on his own blog, Serving My Mistress. 
j is not by any means a groveling on the floor type of submissive. That’s just not who he is. He can and DOES speak his mind, especially when something is bothering him. Can he satisfy me? Sure! Do I enjoy being able to tease him and taunt him, letting him know that another man is doing it for me? Absolutely! j’s ONLY deficiencies in the bedroom are that he is small (which has never been an issue for me) and that he cannot last a long time (something we have remedied quite well with numbing cream). Aside from that, he is a phenomenal lover, whether the sex is traditional, vanilla sex or full-blown, out and out raunchy D/s sex. 
You are right when you say that cuckolding is a dangerous path. I agree, wholeheartedly. Then again, that could be said about many different aspects of Dominance and submission. But ultimately, the path we are taking is one we chose to take, together. I respect j’s limits, but more than that, I am cognizant of his feelings. I have never been the type of Domme that goes through life without a care in the world about the feelings of her submissive. Rather, I want him to be happy.
My blog includes time away, sometimes months at a time when D/s was not working for us for whatever reason. During these times, we generally have a more vanilla relationship, at least in the sexual sense. And who is it who comes back begging for more D/s? He does. After my submissive came and visited us for a few days, j was immediately trying to figure out how we could travel and spend more time together. 
Rather than asking myself, as you suggest, what j gets out of cuckoldry, I felt it best to ask him. 

Cuckolding: A sub's Perspective

After Mistress received a comment on Her blog, which She addressed in "Cuckolding: A Domme's Perspective",  i was asked to some of my thoughts down. Here they are:

i can imagine it can be difficult for someone who is not a submissive or has never been in a D/s relationship to truly understand and appreciate that kind of relationship. Additionally, it must be hard to understand why someone would want the person they love and cherish to be intimate with another person. i know Mistress and i have gone through these discussion in regards to other types or "factions" of BDSM. There are some types of D/s or BDSM that W/we simply do not get. i attribute this lack of appreciation to not having been in that type of relationship before or not having those kinds of feelings. When W/we first started in O/our D/s relationship, i remember reading that the members of the BDSM community were actually the most critical group of people of the lifestyle. Much more so than those outside. That every person has their turn-on and doesn't understand why somebody else has something else that triggers them. So i am going to attribute some of your concern to that.

Secondly, it is a broad generalization that intimate relationships with more than two people usually end up in disaster. This may be where you are coming from. Conversely, W/we feel that if a relationship has the essential elements needed to succeed, thrive, and grow, that anything is possible. One of the hallmarks of a D/s relationship is communication and trust. Though there are couples out there that have very strict Cuckold relationships where the man has zero control over anything, that is not O/our situation. There is constant communication, evaluation, and assessment before, during, and afterwards. Not just when W/we invite another person but in every aspect. Mistress controls the wheel. But without having a deep trust and love for Her, She wouldn't be able to have that control. And there must be trust that She has everyone's(cannot underline that word enough) best interest in mind.

Thirdly, i don't know if W/we have the standard cuckold relationship. i think W/we fall somewhere between cuckold, wittol, and swinger. As you have read, She controls the actions but W/we are both involved in the interactions. W/we share this experience together. And that is what makes it special.

Lastly, the real question:What do i get out of it? i receive incredible fulfillment from the knowledge that the person i love is having Her fantasies realized and that i can provide that for Her. Nothing turns me on more than seeing Mistress turned on. i am not forced into this. i am not a slave. i am submitting to Her desires and in turn being fulfilled by Her sexual and emotional exploration with other people.

i hope this clarifies O/our situation a little. Thanks for reading and special thanks for your input.

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

t's fourth day-Part II

Ok…its' been too long…need to finish telling O/our story.

….t. had to suck my cock. Knowing how aroused i was he moved very slowly up and down on my member all while Mistress sat at my face kissing me and looking down on Her other sub sucking Her bitch's penis. i could tell that the sight of t. doing this was driving Her crazy. i mentioned to t. not to go too fast as i could blow at any second. Mistress was praising and instructing t. as he bobbed up and down carefully on my cock. After several times of warning that i was close, Mistress commanded t. to keep sucking and make me cum. t. followed instructions well and made me explode all in his mouth. Amazingly, he choked down the whole load.

Mistress was very happy with t.'s submission to Her and then proceeded to make out with him. She grabbed his head and started passionately kissing him. Now, Her head was spinning with passion and it seems She was not about to let the fun stop there. She has t. lay on his back while She kissed his cum stained mouth. Now, She wanted me to return the favor. Again, eager to please, i proceeded to slide my mouth on his very hard cock. i would lick it up and down and then alternate it with full penetration of my mouth. i didn't think Mistress could get any more turned on than She already was but it seems having Her full time bitch suck another man's cock was sending Her right off of the scale. She would continue to kiss him and then look down at me as i would look up at Her and we would lock eyes. i swear the temperature in the room kept getting hotter and hotter. One of Her hands was rubbing Her wet pussy during Her "real-life" gay porn and She managed to cum several times this way. Surprisingly enough, t. did not cum. Mistress then decided to take matters into Her own hands. She had me place a condom on his cock so that She could ride it for the first time. For whatever reason(nerves, too much stimuli, performance anxiety), t.'s cock went soft so W/we decided to take a break and have some dinner.

After sitting down and having dinner and watching a light-hearted movie and giving everyone time to cool down a little Mistress had me get undressed again. This time, i think She was going to rectify anything that didn't go great the first time during this visit. So Mistress had me lay down on our floor of mattresses and She got on my already hard cock again. This time, She was going to ride and show off in front of t. It was only a short time before Her wetness made me cum again. Not to be denied an orgasm, She then got on Her back and ordered t. to get naked and eat Her pussy. That indeed is a hot sight to watch the one you love get pleasured like She hasn't before. It sent me into really deep sub-space. i was then instructed to come kiss Her and suck on Her hard nipples while t.'s tongue brought Her to several orgasms. By now, t. was hard again and Mistress was going to take his cock weather he liked it or not. She had him lay on his back and i placed the condom on his stiff member. Mistress then lowered Her eager pussy on his cock while i assisted the penetration. i then sat back on the couch to watch, not trying to interfere with this special moment. Mistress was very pleased that he was plenty hard for Her and She rode him like She likes to ride me-Fast, deep, and hard. t.'s ability to stay off orgasm was impressive but i knew he would succumb to Her pussy. he got close and asked permission to release in which Mistress granted him that privilege. Then both came hard together in a flurry of pumping and thrusting. If i thought i was in sub-space before, i was really there now. The only regret being that i did not particulate in this event. But i was happy that they were able have this together at this special time.

Stay tuned for t.s last day. :-)

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Gates of Hell Review

i know, i am such a tease. i promise i will finish the recounting of O/our adventures with t. real soon.

Recently i was approached by to become a reviewer. The company has a ton of adult toys and i was very flattered an felt that i should do a good job for my readers. i know i could have used some good reviews when Mistress and i were brand new to Femdom and D/s. So with much vigor, i present this review. Please note the video review for your pleasure as well.

At first glance, the package of the Gates of Hell is fairly typical of most Adult Toys. Mistress and i have purchased other cock ring type devices. This item is a mixture of O/our metal Gates of Hell and the very first rubber ring cock cage W/we purchased. i do think that metal may be a little risky for novices and that the rubber(especially ones that snap open) is a safer way to go until you become comfortable with putting it on and taking it off.

The package contained the leather strap and three rubber "O" rings. The rings are 1 1/2 inches, 2 inches, and 2 1/2 inches. Putting the rings on the strap was very easy. In contrast to our previously owned one, they just slip on and the strap snaps around them. O/our metal one comes with the metal rings already secured. Putting the strap on around the base on my cock was very easy. As a matter of fact, it seemed it was easier than a similar leather cock strap W/we have. i do not have a long cock but have very large balls. This is problematic with some CBT devices.

Overall, i really liked the device. The only concern i had was the size increments of the rings included. i cannot see someone really needing a ring 1/2 inch larger for the second ring. Then again, it may just act as a support ring for the base of the cock. The small ring that sat behind the head of my penis fit well and snug so you would not be flopping around in it.

This would be a good device for anyone wanting to try CBT for the first time. It wasn't particularly hard to get in and out of and it seemed easy to maintain, clean, and assemble. If you were really worried, you could go with this Cock Cage first. If neither of these met your needs, i am sure you could find other cock toys to go with.

A good start in CBT. Thank you to for the product.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011


I assume you are asking of the events described in the most recent posts. Sadly, no pictures of the fun activities that went on those 5 days were taken. In retrospect, W/we wish W/we had taken some, but considering this was a brand new experience and W/we didn't know what to expect, it became a very low priority. Hopefully next time. :-)

Friday, March 18, 2011

t's fourth day-Part I

The fourth day turned out to be the main event. With two days behind us and a good night's rest, i think W/we were in for some new experiences. W/we lounged around most of the morning after having a breakfast i made for everyone finished up. Mistress went to go take a shower and i went and joined Her to discuss some of Her ideas and thoughts in shower. At first, Mistress felt that the activity that has occurred was great and that if W/we did nothing else, She would feel good. After talking some more, She was getting hornier and hornier. i think She was unaware how open i was to pleasing Her and making Her fantasies come true.

So it all started with a round of "Strip Rock Band". Mistress loves Rock band and wanted to see some competition amongst Her subs. The deal was that whoever scored lowest on a song would have to remove an item of clothing. If Mistress was the lowest, than She would get to choose. If it was a tie, Mistress would choose. So basically, play your best but ultimately Mistress would choose. To hint at what was to come the rest of the weekend, we put the two queen sized mattresses on the living room floor so that W/we would have a extra large play/sleep area big enough for everyone.

The games then began. i lost the first song, leading to me taking off my shirt. As a reward, Mistress then made out with t.  t. lost the second song leading to the loss of his shirt and an additional penalty of humiliation-he had to suck my nipples. Next to go was my belt. This time Mistress decided She wanted to make out with me.(Remember She makes the rules).  The third song was a tie and and She made both of us remove an item(his belt and my pants, leaving me in a purple things. t. had to suck my nipples again as a yummy replay for Mistress.

By now Mistress was getting very turned on and i could tell She was ready to start raising up the ante. i lost another song leaving me to remove my purple thong and completely naked. i knew that soon the game wasn't going to matter and it was going to be a Mistress directed bi-live-action-porn. t. lost the next song. This time was a double whammy. Not only was t. going to have remove another item but.....

Monday, March 14, 2011

t's third day

The third day was not as exciting as the second but more about connecting than anything else. W/we spent the day together showing s. the area and just hanging out. By the evening time W/we went to dinner and got pizza. When W/we cam back, things went from vanilla to D/s in 5th gear. i went outside to walk the dogs and go to the bathroom to come back and fins Mistress and t. curled up on the couch. She was sitting up and he was kneeling in front of Her with nothing other than panties. i was instructed to take my clothes off up to my panties and sit on the love seat and watch. Wow! Front row seat to seeing my Mistress get it on. She would press Her eager face against his and casually sneak Her hand onto his hard cock over his panties and stroke. It was so hot. i never realized how much i enjoyed watching Her be pleasured. i naturally wanted to join in but was not invited. After a little while, She gestured to have me take his place and have him stand aside. After planting a hot & wet kiss on Her She pulled my ear close to Her mouth and whispered something that made my heart skip a beat.

"i want to fuck him!", She said.

"Do You want to feel his cock inside of You?", i asked

"YESS!!", she whispered with intensity.

"You have my blessing. i want You to fuck him and take him like Your fantasies"

Well, that about put Her over the edge right there. W/we kissed and then She decided it was time to cool things off for a bit. W/we all watched a movie together and She was feeling tired. Considering the past two nights had been lacking sleep, it was good W/we all just went to bed to rest up for some intense play.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Femdom in the Mainstream III

If you have been living under a rock lately or just have missed this, i figured i should share. i know this isn't a "true" Femdom Video, but it is yet another step of D/s, BDSM, and Femdom moving into the mainstream culture.


Tuesday, March 8, 2011

t's Second Day-Part II

...Continued from before.

"Going slow" ended up being Mistress in the middle while t. and i massaged Her body, fondled & kissed Her breasts, and i rubbed Her inner thigh. Mistress came pretty son afterwards, after which She proclaimed that vanilla time was over. She delved into Her cabinet of toys and brought out Her cuffs, rope, and a blindfold. She cuffed t. up, blindfolded him and attached his arms to the bedpost. In the first act of humiliation, Mistress had me take off his panties. Out sprung his erect cock all ready for action. Mistress then fondled his cock and his very large testicles. She wanted me to understand the magnitude of the size so She had me handle them also.

Next, Mistress tied up his cock with rope in a pseudo harness. Pleased with Her accomplishment, She went down on his eager member. After a bit of tease and denial, She mouthed to me to touch His cock. Without hesitation, i grabbed the first cock that wasn't not my own. It definitely felt softer than what i expected even though he was hard the only other comparison i had was artificial dildos and such. W/we went back and forth between me stoking his cock, Her stroking his cock, and Her sucking on it. Then She motioned to have me suck it. Again, in an act of obedience i went down on His hard cock. i had no sexual feelings about it other than the moaning Mistress was making from watching one of Her top fantasies come true before Her eyes. She would have me continue to suck on while She would finger Herself to orgasm.(several times).

Now that She was thoroughly turned on, She got on Her back next to him and had me lick Her very wet pussy. i loved that taste. So Mistress would have me lick Her pussy to orgasm and then switch to t.'s cock(while he was tied up and blindfolded) and back and forth. Each time She would cum harder and harder. After about 20 minutes of this, She decided to fulfill one of his fantasies by having sex with me in front of him. The only problem is that the medicine She gave me not only allowed me to function longer, it also kept me from getting hard.(that in conjunction with the 3 glasses of wine). She managed to get me hard enough to ride me and slipped me in. Immediately, She let out a big moan which caused me to cum right then and there without warning. i was very sad about it and the orgasm was very poor.

Determined to still climax again, Mistress then brought the third man in, Mr. Hitachi. She would use Mr. Hitachi next to t. and alternate in pulling his chest hair and his nipples. Once again She came hard. By now, the effects of the pills were in full swing and i was having trouble keeping my balance and started to act silly. i am sure this put a damper on the moment between Mistress and s. but they didn't seem to allow it to effect them.

It was a very hot first night. i wish i could have done more for Mistress that evening but i am happy i fulfilled two of Her fantasies. Here is looking forward to the next night.

Sunday, March 6, 2011

t's Second Day-Part I

It definitely seems that the first night was a warm up of what was about to come(cum?). Unfortunately for me, i had to spend a long day at work that day and felt very disconnected to the events going on at home. Mistress was able to take a 1/2 of a day off of work to be with t. and spend some quality time, but i would not be able to return until 8pm that night. my online chats with Mistress and t were sporadic throughout the day but not as frequent as a typical day with the two of U/us. Of course my mind was racing with ideas spawned from the night before. Were they just hanging out? Was She taking him to the next level already, taking advantage of Her time alone with him? i just didn't know. Of course, all of my mind games were playing tricks on me as it turned out Mistress and t had a nice day together connecting and talking(a little groping) She later confessed to me that She was restraining Herself from fucking him right then and there. That got me excited and all bothered at once. So as soon as i could leave work, i hurried home.

When i arrived i was assigned the job of making dinner for everyone. After dinner, since it was late, W/we put O/our daughter to bed and Mistress and i took a shower to discuss the nights events and clean up. Mistress was very interested in him touching my cock and me touching his. She also wanted to fulfill his fantasies of having him tied up while Mistress and i make love in front of him. So having discussed the evening, She went to get him ready while i prepped the room and took a pill of Hers that She thought would make me last longer. More on that later.

After She brought t. in i went and walked the dogs to give them some warm-up time. When i came back in, the two were in an embrace. Mistress then told me that W/we would be "going slow" since t. was a little nervous.

To be continued.....

Thursday, March 3, 2011

A View From The Other Side

As i continue to relay the events of O/our very hot time with Mistress' visiting sub i would like to direct you to Mistress' blog, Sensual Femdom, where She is sharing Her side of the events that took place those several days. Also, if you are lucky, She may be online and available for a chat. i just installed a Pingbox widget on the side of Her blog so She can be more easily available.


Wednesday, March 2, 2011

ts' first day-Part 2

The evening went very well as W/we drank a bit and got a little more comfortable with each other. i sat on the floor while t. sat on the couch next to Mistress. i would massage Her feet while W/we talked and Mistress would periodically come up with distractions so they could make out in short passionate bursts. Again, a whirlwind of thoughts and feelings, but most of all excitement to watch Mistress be pleasured. This went on for a while and Mistress would make sure i didn't feel left out by coming over to me and passionately kissing me also in front of t. This was hot too.

As the evening wore on, Mistress decided to change into Her bedtime outfit. When She came back from the bedroom out to the living room, i think You could here both of our jaws hit the floor She was wearing an all black outfit. It was made up of black slinky pants with a open front black blouse in which She had one of Her stunning bra's underneath showing off Her beautiful breasts. W/we went back to chit chat, taking turns making out, and such and decided it was time to hit the bed.

Mistress commanded t. and i to remove all of our clothes so that we would be naked for Her in bed. Things were not necessarily moving towards more groping but after W/we all decided to go to sleep, t. leaned over and started making out with Mistress again. i decided that i wanted to please Her also so i rubbed Her back, shoulders, lower back, and ass. When i was rubbing Her ass, She would spread Her legs so that i may rub Her inner thigh and pussy. i could hear Her moaning in between kissing and slurping on t. Her moaning made me so hard and excited. Mistress was truly being served by two subs at once. In one of the breaks of the kissing, i stopped rubbing Her mound and She asked why i stopped. Not about to let Her down, i went right back to pleasuring Her. Her moans grew stronger and stronger, as She processed the fact that She had one man embracing Her and kissing Her while another was bringing Her to orgasm. Mistress came hard. It was different and more passionate than i had heard before. i know the excitement of two men in bed with Her really put Her over the edge and i made me even more eager to please Her.

Afterwards, W/we all laid back in O/our spots on the bed and touched and fondled each other until W/we fell asleep. i had a difficult time sleeping after all the excitement and wondered in and out of it throughout the night. i was always being aware of any stirring from Mistress or t.

So what an exciting first night. i can't even imagine what W/we are going to experience the rest of the weekend.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

t's first day-Part 1

t's visit came a day early this week. Instead of him driving all day, his plan changed and he was to arrive early by plane. That meant one less day to prepare the house and emotionally prepare for his arrival. i ended up taking a half day off of work to go home and prepare the house as best i could. Mistress would join me later that afternoon to help and get ready to go to the airport and pick him up.

One of the discussions we had was the fact that s's wanted to sleep in the same bed as Mistress. i wasn't very keen on it as i did not want to be left out in the cold. Instead we came up with a compromise to move O/our bed over and bring an additional twin bed next to O/our. i felt like it was a great compromise considering the other option was to have either t. or myself sleeping in a separate room by ourselves.

Mistress was very nervous heading out to the airport. She was worried that maybe the two of them would not hit it off as well as they had over the past year online. That was quickly put to rest when W/we pulled up. The two of them immediately went to a long embrace and held hands while gently caressing the entire ride home. The conversation remained very vanilla as W/we had our daughter in the car and really couldn't speak openly. i could tell that Mistress and t. were warming up the longer the car ride continued.

t. Is a great guy and i couldn't be happier for Mistress that She finally gets the opportunity to meet him in person. i was not totally where they were when W/we all got home. O/our daughter went to the bathroom immediately and i came in to find t. and Mistress in a passionate kiss. i had such a whirlwind of feelings and thoughts at once. The reality of the fact that he was really here was a lot to swallow. Part of me felt jealous because i wasn't the one being passionately kissed. Part of me was a little embarrassed and felt like i needed to go and let them have their moment aline. The last part of me felt turned on seeing Mistress so worked up and pleasures. After letting my emotions fight it out amongst each other, the latter came out the winner. i was totally turned on watching my Mistress be pleasured by another man. it made me so happy and turned on all at the same time. i decided to stop staring and take care of O/our daughter as i the image remained burned into my brain.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

More Thoughts on t's arrival

t's arrival is only a few days away at this point and things are starting to heat up around the house. Mistress is sharing Her desires and fantasies and in an unexpected surprise, t expressed his fantasies also. Much to the pleasant surprise of Mistress and i, they all include me in some form or fashion. i will outline them below.

1-t desires to be tied up while Mistress and i make love in front of him.
-i have always thought that a scene in which Mistress and i could be exhibitionists would be incredibly hot. i love serving Her and would like even more to do it in front of another person. To be able to show my servitude to Her in the presence of another person would be a turn on. Especially knowing that t probably would love the opportunity to fuck Mistress if given then chance. This is one i am fairly sure Mistress would like to fulfill for O/our visitor. Oh yes, i forgot one important part, he wants to clean up afterwards. It sounds like t is really into humiliation. i am thinking maybe Mistress may want to do it a second time in reverse. It should be interesting

2.-t desires to be force to suck my cock
i have already told Mistress that i was willing to serve Her by fulfilling Her fantasy of a force-bi situation. Weather that be sucking a cock, being sucked, fucking him, or being fucked. It is not necessarily something i would pursue myself but would enjoy providing for the pleasure of Mistress. For what it is worth, i have already been well trained to suck cock by being forced to suck Mistress'

3-t desires to be tied up to me as W/we are both tortured.
Again, i think t has the right idea. i know Mistress would really enjoy this. She has never had a chance to have two subs at the same time to torture and tease. i can see Her having a real good time with this one.

So it is shaping up to be a interesting visit. i am looking forward to all the new experiences Mistress has in mind by bringing another man into the picture.

Friday, February 4, 2011

Two subs, one Domme

Mistress has been courting several subs online over the past year or so. Some have come and gone but one has remained consistent throughout the entire process. He lives quiet a ways away so i never felt any threat of him. That is, until now.

i will call him t for simplicity. Well t is the type of sub Mistress desired from the standpoint he is easily embarrassed and and enjoys being humiliated. So She has been able to do this very effectively over the internet through chat, phone, and webcam. m has managed to arrange a visit to O/our home in a couple of weeks. Because i know Mistress really values t as a friend and someone else to talk to, i am excited for his visit. He and i have chatted several times and i think he and i will hit it off. On the other end, i know he desires to have some play time with Mistress. That initially does not scare me but he also desires to sleep in the same bed with Her. For me, as Her husband, feels like a step too far. i know that sounds funny considering i am very good with some serious play time with him(and maybe me at the same time), but ultimately W/we are married and playing is kind of a separate box for me.

i know Mistress wants to play too. She has expressed an interest in letting the play go to "2nd base" in the sessions. i am good with that and even moderately excited with the possibility of playing with another person. On other occasions, Mistress has eluded to wanting me to be cuckolded and have to watch Her get fucked by t. In fantasy i feel like it would be really hot. In reality, i do not know how i would feel afterwards. The desire to please Mistress once again rises to the top of the list when i consider the idea of Her getting the fucking She desires. So that makes me happy and also turns me on, knowing Mistress would be pleasured. But sharing Mistress with another man may be too much for my little bitch self to deal with.

Did i mention She also likes the idea of forced bi? i feel like i could deal with taking a cock orally or in my ass for Mistress' pleasure would be more deal able than watching/knowing Mistress getting fucked by another man.

Right now i am very clouded with stress, horniness, excitement, and anxiety. Thats a lot of feelings for one sub to comprehend.

Monday, January 24, 2011

D/s dining revisited

It was great to get together again with Domina and anthony again. This time they were nice enough to invite U/us to Domina's house. Domina made a wonderful meal for U/us all and W/we all enjoyed many bottles of wine. W/we all spent a good part of the evening sharing O/our holiday family mishaps. Somewhere in the evening, talking, sharing, and drinking, anthony managed to break the bottle opener and had to run out to the store.

It seemed that anthony wasn't feeling 100% (or didn't drink enough, lol) because he remained fairly quiet most of the evening with the exception of a few well timed humorous comments. One of the more memorable was when he returned from retrieving a bottle opener that "he was surprised that some of us(anthony and myself) were still dressed". i get a kick out of his one liners out of nowhere. i am sure that some of Mistress' and i sharing of some of O/our recent new experiences had him hot and bothered enough to chime in.

It was a really nice evening as usual that allows Mistress and myself to share O/our thoughts and feelings about anything with two people that W/we have grown very fond of. i guess now that they are "in the know", it will be time to share with all of you.

Keep posted. ;-)

Friday, January 14, 2011

D/s Dinner

Mistress and i am very excited to get together with O/our favorite D/s couple. The last time W/we saw them was before the holidays and W/we caused quite a stir at the restaurant W/we met at. After several glasses of wine, O/our conversation became fairly clear for anyone within a table of U/us. After some time, one stranger actually turned his chair so he could hear better. By that time, nothing was being censored and i am sure he was shocked what came from O/our table in the middle of a mild family restaurant. i would have loved to be a fly on the wall on his car ride home as he and his date discussed what they heard.

Well, this time W/we are meeting at Domina's house so W/we won't have to be so cryptic about O/our discussions. i expect another great time with Domina and anthony as W/we share each other's company and stories. And for those of you wanting to know what happened over the holidays, you will have to wait until after the weekend. Domina and anthony have first dibs on the juicy stories.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

2011:A New Year, new experiences

2011 is here and underway and i am excited for some changes that may take place. Mistress and i went through a rough period last fall to come out the other side a better couple for it. This leaves me excited for some new experiences and opportunities to come(cum? probably not for me).

i do have some hot things to write about that occurred over the holidays and look forward to sharing them with you. Those experiences have definitely changed O/our relationship and have made it stronger. Though there was a bit of a D/s slump after the high, i am optimistic for the future.

So, 2011 looks to be a great year and i look forward to keeping you posted on O/our New Year!