Orange Crush

Okay...i think it's interesting when your D/s senses are tweaked you hear things differently(or more clearly). Mistress was playing Rock Band and even though i have heard the song many times i missed a certain lyric...."Collar me, don't collar me."

Just food for thought. More thoughts on it another time.

Thanksgiving Treat

This morning i was allowed the privilege of pleasing my Mistress by eating Her luscious pussy out until She orgasmed several times. This was particularly special since it had been a long time since i had earned the treat of pleasing Her orally. i enjoyed watching Her moan and twitch as Her beautiful body flinched with each climax. The image of Her repeated pleasure in conjunction with the delicious taste of Her wetness in my mouth has lingered on throughout the day. It even made it difficult to concentrate as i played billiards with my family members. i can't wait for the next time to please Mistress again. Knowing that i am pleasing Her makes me want to do it over and over again.

Taking me

Happy Thanksgiving!!

i am thankful for the wonderful meal Mistress made the entire family. It was hard work and the first time She had ever attempted it. Needless to say, the meal 

was outstanding and i am v ery thankful for Her hard work.

i am also thankful that Mistress has been dropping hints that She wants to take me like the little bitch i am. i am very excited since it has been a long time since Mistress has pleased Herself with Her big long cock on Her little bitch's ass. 

i hope time will present itself this vacation so that i may be able to please Her again in this fashion She so desires.

Communication

Mistress has requested that i write about O/our working on communication between U/us. i have noticed that W/we have become closer through this regular talking. i find that i am able to truly understand Her needs when W/we are making a regular connection daily. It also allows U/us to "check in" and replay the events and interactions of the day and how they played out. Sometimes this is really important because there may be unresolved issues that were glossed over or just ignored that need to be and should be resolved. By taking time regularly to discuss these times, good and bad, Mistress can share how She felt at that time and i can do the same, if She requests. These may not even be bad interactions, but may be a way of taking inventory of what happened during the day before it becomes too buried in the past. 

Sometimes events that are not discussed can fester and cause resentment between a couple. This "check in" keeps the pressure from building in the emotional soda bottle from things that have remained unresolved. This kind of communication is essential in the success of a marriage and a D/s relationship. Revisiting feelings that have occurred during the day need to be resolved before they become compiled with other feelings. This can cause a masking of the true problem or prevent either one from getting to the heart of the true feelings about any one situation. Most importantly, it allows me to know and better serve my Mistress.

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Semi-hard on a regular basis

Since Mistress and i have amped up O/our playtime recently, i have found that Her cock has been almost in a semi-hard state on a regular basis. This is different because normally Her cock will be in it's smallest state since i have not taken the proper time and effort to please Her. Due to my lack of attentiveness, Her cock will receive little attention and will feel less than worthy because of the failure on my part to properly please Her.

Mistress has been very busy at work and it has taken away from Her dominant feelings. They have recently come back strong, resulting in me being more attentive to Her needs. This in turn has led to more time for me to please Her. Thoughts of pleasing Her and having Her cum again and again make Her cock hard. It causes it to be even semi-erect on a regular basis. Nothing is more satisfying than knowing my Mistress is totally fulfilled. And that satisfaction leads to Her cock being ready for Her needs on a moments notice.