Her pet

There are many times in which Mistress and i lay in bed and wind down for the day in which i will sit and service Her in various ways. Sometimes it will be just as simple as stroking her hair. Other times it may be scratching or rubbing her back. If i am fortunate little bitch, i will be allowed to service her by licking her wonderful pussy. Just the thought of it makes Her cock get hard(as i write this). There is nothing more satisfying than to hear my Mistress moan in pleasure as i service Her beautiful body. 

Some nights while i stroke her back or her hair, she will rub Her cock. It is at times like these that i feel that i am truly Her little pet. The kind of pet that is pleased to see his Mistress serviced they way She should. Worshipped liked a Queen.

my first post

Churches throughout the United States have followed the trend of commercial businesses by putting catchy phrases on their marquees in order to get your attention and possibly attract you to their church. At bare minimum, they would like to be able to at least provoke you to think a little more critical about your life. Well, the particular sign i saw did indeed provoke thoughts, but i do not think the thoughts it brought to mind were the ones intended by the author. The marquee said, "It's hard to fall over when you are on your knees.". At first it made me chuckle and then i started reflecting. 

my Mistress has instructed me to keep a journal of my thoughts and feelings about O/our relationship and experiences in O/our D/s lifestyle. i could not think of any better analogy to illustrate my feelings and desire for my Mistress than that church marquee with the unintended double meaning. Just as one would obtain stability through prayer(on your knees), i receive stability in my life by serving and pleasing my Mistress. When i submit to Mistress(again on my knees), i am truly centered by her direction, instruction, leadership, and compassion. i only obtain this when Mistress is properly cared for and serviced.  Then i know all is good with the world.

This blog will be a way to reflect on these feelings and thoughts since i struggle with verbalizing them. i would be open to any comments or suggestions anyone may offer.