Monday, December 29, 2008

Real Life Movie

One of the things young boys figure out when they get into and past puberty is how to get material in order to masturbate. With hormones raging it can and sometimes does become a full-time job. It usually starts with your father's Playboys and then moves into other magazines when you can get a chance or are old enough. This was the case with me. There wasn't the internet while i was growing up so that avenue was not available, though it did become the main source as i got older. 

Unfortunately, with my sexless first marriage it became the only source of pleasure and became a bad habit/addiction i brought into my current marriage. i am very fortunate to a have a loving and caring Mistress to show me the err of my ways and not allow for such nonsense. Mistress has trained me to expel this addiction and to gain pleasure from the one and only thing that matters: Her pleasure.

On occasion i am granted an opportunity that meets both needs. This particular morning Mistress was feeling horny but not in the mood to allow me to touch Her wet pussy. Instead, She masturbated while i hovered over Her so that She could see me pleasing Her cock. She would have me stroke it fast then slow, depending on where She was in Her waves of orgasm. Each time, denying me privilege of coming. Nothing could be hotter than watching Mistress please Herself and watch Her writhe and twitch as She rubbed Her own lips and clit all while watching Her slave stroke Her cock. After a while She came hard and allowed me the explode with Her, commanding me to do so on Her beautiful breasts. Afterwards, i was told to lick up my own spunk in order to clean Her up.

This wonderful scene reminds me of the days of watching porno, but i am reminded on how weak of a arousal it was compared to the joy of watching my Mistress cum hard while i acted as Her own personal porno. It is a movie that i will not soon erase.

Friday, December 26, 2008

Short Spankings

Mistress has been taking to frequent short spankings to me throughout the day at random times. i originally did not care much for spanking when W/we started O/our D/s relationship but have grown to really enjoy them. It has started to turn me on. Having Her slap Her bitch's ass whenever She feels the need, or more importantly, the desire. It gets me excited that it pleases Her and increases Her confidence in Herself. 

The other day i was doing dishes at the sink and She came up behind me and slapped Her sub's ass several times and then followed it up with a wonderful caressing touch. i was ready right then and there for Her to take me as Her ass slave. Right there in the kitchen.

i love the touch of Her hand. But being a Mac fanboy, She could just use this instead. :-)


Thursday, December 25, 2008

Merry Xmas!


i was searching around the net for a nice festive wallpaper for my computer and came across this instead and felt i should it share it. 

i guess Santa was in for a big surprise when he came down the chimney at this place. i don't know if it is clear who is naughty and who it nice. But let's get real, does it really matter?

Merry Xmas and a late Festivus. Oh, the "Airing of Grievances" could be fun.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Blog about Blogging

Mistress has proposed a new idea to promote Her growth in writing. She is a very good writer(much better than i am) and She is looking for an avenue to express Herself. i have suggested She write Her own blog, but She feels She needs a more direct subject matter. So She came up with an idea the other day i think is great.(like all of Her ideas)

There is a great website out there called Listverse, in which they create new lists every day about interesting facts and information. Sometimes its serious. Sometimes its funny. Just depends. If you want funny, you should direct your browser to Cracked where you are sure to find interesting AND funny on all of their lists. This spawned an idea.

Mistress would like to collaborate in a "list" type blog related to sex, D/s, and BDSM. i think this is a great idea and look forward to any input some of you readers may have. i don't know how much i can contribute, but i can set it up, maintain, and type it for Mistress. 

Or, i can just help her this way.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Christmas 2008 Mistress' Cabinet Pick #5


Mistress has explored many different sensations with me and my body over the past year or so. Some things were immediately enjoyed and put in the category of "like". Others were not. Interestingly enough, but not surprising, Mistress has taught me how to enjoy those things that i originally did not like that much(nipple play, spanking, hitting). Through Her wisdom and training, i am deriving more and more pleasure from these acts. i am sure it is from Her training, but i have to assume that some of it is from knowing how much it pleases Her. 

One of the sensations i would like Mistress to explore and for me to explore with Her is e-stim. i do not know much about it other than it turns me on that Mistress could control my muscles with a push of a button. Almost like i was a little robot bitch for Her. i do not dismiss the idea of using it on Her for Her additional pleasure. From what i have read the sensations vary and cause different muscle reactions. If the picture down below doesn't say "Cock Bondage", i don't know what does.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Christmas 2008 Mistress' Cabinet Pick #4

When Mistress decided for U/us to enter into our D/s relationship, one of the things She did was to purchase a steel collar for me to wear 24/7. i loved it. it was a symbol of my devotion and submission to Mistress. I wore it for about a year and a half. That included at work(i was a teacher). Most of the time the students didn't think much of it, but the most common assumption was that i was wearing one of those "health" collars to center my "chi". 

Before a plane flight for our anniversary, Mistress removed the collar to go through security, and we never put it back. At that time our D/s relationship was on a down slope(as many go up and down) and She decided to leave it off. Well, over time we just decided to leave it off even though W/we were still in our D/s relationship. Then, about a month or so ago, Mistress saw a picture of me with it on and was taken back at how blatant it was. Originally, W/we did not think it as obvious and as time went on got accustomed to it being a regular part of me. When all of that time lapsed without me having it around my neck, it looked shocking.

Ok, so what am i getting at. i would love to wear the collar again. i would be honored to earn it again. But, W/we are business owners and Mistress worries about O/our public image. So the next item in which i feel Mistress may have a outward display of our relationship would be the anklets from Eternity Collars. It would be clear to Her and at the same time be able to keep it out of the eyes of the public. Not to mention, two less restrains She would have to attach when She wanted to tie me up and have Her way with me. Yum!

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Christmas 2008 Mistress' Cabinet Pick #3

So now she would have the position maintained for Her viewing and fucking pleasure. Secondly, She would have the right tool for the job to give the most enjoyable ass fucking. Now, Mistress needs a little help in keeping Her new cock in place. 
One of the problems with a double ended dildo like this and your run of the mill harness is that most harnesses have a flat back to them that does not allow for a dildo to come from behind it. The solution is....
The Pretty Boi harness. With this harness, She could place the Feeldoe(or even better) Her Nexus inside of Her and slide the penetrating  end through the hole in the front. Then She would be able to fuck hard or soft without any worry of Her dildo slipping out of Her pussy.
It should be like the perfect alignment of the planets. Out of this world!

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Christmas 2008 Mistress' Cabinet Pick #2

Once Mistress has me in the position She want's me in to ass fuck me, She would need the right tool to make sure She received the maximum pleasure from fucking . Currently, Mistress has a Feeldoe that She likes but has problems keeping it inside Her. One of the alternatives i think She would enjoy would be the Nexus Maximus.
With this double-ended dildo, Mistress would have a cock up inside of Her while She was shoving Her cock into Her bitch's ass. In addition, there is an insertable vibrator for Her extra pleasure. What is most significantly different about this dildo is the construction of the part that is inserted into Her. With the Feeldoe, She inserts a bulb into Her luscious pussy and it can be difficult for Her to keep it in. i think this item is a large improvement over the Feeldoe and would result in Mistress' pleasure to be doubled.

"On the first day of Christmas, my Mistress gave to me...."

Okay, so it's not the twelve days of Christmas yet, but with surfing the net and seeing all of the "25 things" and "Company X's Shopping Guide" leading up to Christmas, i thought i may present some of the things Mistress' cabinet may be missing. Mistress regularly asks me what i like and what turns me on. It is very kind of Her to take my opinion into consideration and i am not known for being forthcoming with my feelings and opinions, especially when it comes to sex and D/s. So i thought i would present some items that may excite Mistress and would turn me on. i will post throughout the season on a semi-regular basis.

So, without any further ado, here is the start of some of my picks for this holiday season.

"Have you met my friend Ben? Ben Dover?"


Oh the thought of Mistress keeping me in the ultimate submissive position for Her enjoyment knowing that i would not be able to get up without ripping my balls off. i would then be ready for Her ass fucking that would show me what a little ass slut i was. Mistress has mentioned several times lately She has wanted to fuck my little bitch ass with Her big cock. This is definitely the tool to start the job.